I was learning and being with everyone else for fun.

I was pondering my own equations and competing to stay coherent to the fictitiously and disorienting edumacation. What I believed was learning was, learning. What was my curiosity for the moment, for the day, for me to reason, with all the arguments. How the fuck IS punc chu fluctuations gonna save my ass with a mountain lion in the backyard, eating every fucking thing. Caged to protect, caged to exploit! Fucking dead! They were better off roaming the fucking neighborhood. They'd always come home, as long as they had an egg.