I have been pissed off at the world ever since I was a small boy.
Recently, I have been asking myself the question, "Why do organisms even try to survive"?
"Why do people especially, try and survive"?
"Why don't we all kill ourselves and get death over with"?
My answer came earlier tonight as I used a search engine online, seeking an answer to my question.
One response is a life changing event for me. "We, as humans, want to stay alive to have a good time".
I have not been having a good time in my life. I have been pissed off, sure that everything is a scam, that the government is a mafia and a crooked bully. I learned that from my mother. It was modeled for me, and it has stuck. Not anymore, I am going to start having a good time. I already feel better, I am listening to music, and tomorrow I am meeting with a beautiful woman that I work with, and I am going to tell her how I feel about her. I want immortality now, I want to live forever, and enjoy life. I've missed so much, over 45 years, a waste, but I am not wasting the rest. :)
(note, all things mentioned, made JOY of LIFE, POSSIBLE)
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