When you ain't got nothing. Love helps us identify, seriously the distance from hubris reality.

(note- this IS EXACTLY, where all of us should see.

From.

beginning note)

Oh my Gosh! My life just got so much more interesting and wonderful. When I think of you, my heart feels like it's going to explode! When I hear your nervous laugh when we talk, I just melt inside! I get the impression that you have no idea what you do to me. I trust you so much and respect you so much, I want to just give myself to you, all of me. You act like you have to play your cards so carefully but you've got this one in the bag and there is no way I am going to be the one to tell you that. (Well, I'm pretty sure I tell you with my eyes.) I'm fucking in love with you. I cherish every second with you, every touch of your soft, sweet skin. I want to bite your lip a million times over. I love it when you pull my hair, I love it when you look at me and then just pounce me like a rabbid beast. I want to hold and comfort the child inside of you. I want us to share our dreams together. I want to explore every knook of our minds together. I want to give you confidence and help you cope with stress. Ahhh sweet orgasmic releif!

I'm not going to tell you all this though. I couldn't. I couldn't risk losing the best thing I've ever had. The nicest guy I've ever dated. You are such a good person through and through and I want to be supportive of all you do. I never imagined believing in someone so much, heart, body and soul. I never imagined wanting someone so bad physically while admiring their mind so much in such a wholesome way. This is good old fashioned wholesome love and I'm ready to take on this journey.

I'm going to play my cards carefully. I care too much about the beautiful life of love and positive energy we have ahead of us. You and me, not against the world, not saving the world, but growing with it, transforming along side it, blooming in precious, sacred, natural timing...and....POP! It's going to be so beautiful. It is so beautiful. You, me, us. Right now is the best moment of my life.

"now I'm walking ahead, to the beat of a drum, and I'm counting the steps to the door to your heart."

("N"- When Writers can capture the heart of the writers.

even if they're ops! "BN")