TRUST in a friend, a neighbor, a closet anarchist-communist!

I've never parsed words of the beliefs of others! Especially if they're a neighbor. I've always been a GOOD neighbor no matter what the fuck you are! One day I saw a Patriot Posting Posters on telephone poles around my immediate neighborhood. I went up to read the WANTED POSTER PICTURED and the image on the poster, named my neighbor as a TYRANT ANARCHIST COMMUNIST! WTF? I went and took the posters down in my immediate neighborhood and canned them! Hell, I didn't even mention them to my neighbor, whom I believed in all seriousness wouldn't piss in his own backyard!

When anyone fucks up the TRUST of the neighborhood! IT'S fucked! I never hated anyone for their beliefs, never will! I hate what they do. I TRUSTED this neighbor to look out for me as I would genuinely look out for them, when they were gone or trespassed upon. It's what neighbors do. It's a growing concern!

I did TRUST blindly some events that snowballed and left very bad impressions upon the TRUST bestowed. The neighbor had our telephone numbers for contact and emergencies etc.! Then I noticed, the TRUST started going south when the medical herb I was getting from him legally, seemed to have exacerbating, nauseating and negative effects upon my condition. I blew it off thinking the condition I had, was getting worse as is it's usual course for leg nerve damage. In the same time frame I noticed someone else was using my wireless internet in the immediate neighborhood. I didn't think much of that either, as long as I didn't get bumped from my own wireless. Of which many times I did. Someone had always figured out my password, virused my computers and I finally got tired of changing, over and over. Finally, I gave up the wireless router.

Then, places where I go by habit everyday on the web to read the pulse of other people and gather the great pictures you often see here. There started to appear postings directed at me, in the worded context that only my wife and I had, in the privacy of our bedroom and home. Then the postings got alarmingly accurate and were intended to shed doubt upon my spouses continuity in spite of the honesty and openness of our marriage. I ask her who could be getting this private information. Knowing and being with her for 22 years, I knew she had nothing dishonest that she did, or to hide, because we live an open and honest relationship. But, IT did hurt to have to question, what she never had to hide.

Damn what an enigma? So I finally discontinued the herb pain therapy supplied via street market price from the neighbor afilliated with the program of this state, I now suspect being involved with shipping across the state the excessive amounts you're allowed to grow for pain relief and had doc prescribe a non-drug inducing nerve damage pain relief medicine, that had no effect upon my personality or physical state and was non-chemical/narcotic. That's where I am today thanks to the drug TRAMADOL. No effects, buzz, or toxicity whatsoever and has no effect on my performance or personality. I do have to double up on it when I've a task that takes longer than I should be working on but, it does not affect me in any way shape or form negatively.

What brought me to this change in medical use of pharmaceuticals was, there were postings appearing more often drawn to my attention! I was reading at one of my routine stops for getting a pulse from the disenfranchised locally, that were relating to inferred events supposedly taking place at my home of which unless, you were eavesdropping my computer activities, our e:mail or standing outside our bedroom window. No one else could know! I never questioned seeing my neighbor standing outside at night pissing on the fence often that separates our properties as offensive or an intrusion because "I'm a GOOD neighbor and had set in my heart, they were too"! IT was an emergency I resolved, seeing the neighbor often out pissing, he's renting that home and they had a renter too! So the bathroom was probably occupied when he needed IT when he really had to go! I've experienced that in my life having 5 brothers and 5 sisters when it was always occupied in the time of need, hence the spectacle often!

But, before dropping the herb therapy I got from that neighbor and opting for one without any negative effects upon my being for pain management. The neighbors first dog first dog died of cancer, his current girl-friend got sick enough to be hospitalized and when returning home from the hospital say's to me, sort of jokingly. She told me she said to her boy friend "I think you're trying to kill me"! I saw him often out in the chemical shed where he stored the chemicals and implements for his comrade employee landscaping business, washing it down, often. I was reading entertaining-ly on one particular incidence posting, about my wife mentioned buy name going to have a rendezvous with her supposed secret love that night and he would signal he's there by throwing stones against the back wall of dirt to make a thud sound. I thought this IS funnier than shit knowing if she had interest outside of us, she doesn't and never would have to sneak. So I shut down Craigs List Rant and Raves after reading another category with the same postings and went to bed.

While I was changing in the dark, not to awaken or disturb anyone already asleep. I hear a thud at the dirt pile from garden compost and dirt mound outside our bedroom window. Then again. I wake my wife and told her what I was reading about her supposed and told her to open the widow and say to the stone thrower, what are you doing, while I go our and spot the culprit in the dark. Well hell there was one dude at my back fence in the alley and another (my neighbor), who I did see feining zipping his pants as if he had just pissed again at the chain link fence, like I've seen him several times before. But this time, he feigned it! Hand motioning in panic to zip, but there was no return to the inside of an extremity. Only the motion, of zipping mid air without the usual necessary sound, zip.

I never confronted him then or in the past because, he always seemed straight up to me and timing sometimes can be bad coincidentally, to be caught relieving ones self impromptu more than once. I'm not slow, deft nor inept. But once I TRUST someone's idiosyncrasies, I never give them a shadows doubt. Especially when they've been kind enough to get my medicinal herbal needs for me without prior paying and was always prompt before I needed it. Plus the long grey haired mustached guy has a show on cable access and always seemed straight up, forward and genuine there to me as a neighbor. I was fast to deduce the stone thrower was the fuck who ran to his motor home sitting on the street, next to my neighbors house and stayed inside with his barking dog, until the police showed up and questioned him. With me there waiting.

Nevertheless, I had since taken the herb I purchased legally from the neighbor to have IT tested and the results weren't GOOD! My conclusion is, when people are inferior to you. You may never know, what level of things they'll stoop to, that would have dangerous and harmful effects upon your trusting and undying decency. To suspect them! Then again, when even their current girl say's to you, "I think he's trying to kill me" after she comes back from the hospital after the last serious bout. Does, remind you that large political agendas are deadlier than many of us would like to believe or ponder when it's a neighbor thing.

So when I make the statement that what the subversives to our country's Constitution will do. Don't separate your well being from their intent! Especially when you had a mutual friend "ACE" who died and mentioned in passing, the same person did camera work for him and "to watch out for", who's now your TV friendly neighbor!

FUCK ALL COMMUNIST, ELITIST, FASCIST, MILITARY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX FUCKERS and SOCIALIST! Their onslaught IS personal, no matter what the fuck you believe!