Some evolutions, with more connected meanings.
We've been friends/talking for like 9 months and to most that doesnt seem long. We spent a few months just talking and getting to know each other, discovering all that we have in common and how that our paths could have easily crossed before on multiple occasions. We have messed around a few times, one of the encounters being a first FOUR me (lol) but its never been about that. You are the best friend I have always wanted and I can tell you anything and be honest with you always! You are there for me when I need you most and never question a thing. You have delt with some ups and downs when I cant handle my feelings and I run away. I have told you I love you but not that I am in love with you. You are everything I want in a person and I want to take the next step. I am afraid to tell you cause I dont want to ruin what we do have, if you dont want the same thing. But I know you and you do....just maybe not with me.... You are scared to comit cause you have a "different" sexual appetite then the typical relationship kinda guy. But what you dont know either is that I am the same way but i again am afraid to tell you, because I am a girl and I want you to want me beyond the sexual things. Grr....
If you kept reading, even though I dont know that you will read this....Heres my point.
Stop being afraid. I want to be with you and build a life together. I want to share new experiences with you and I want to do things like what we did before but as two people who love each other and want to share passion together. I want to role play and meet at random porn stores and pretend we dont know each other and hook up, maybe even invite another to join. I want to fufill your fantasies and then some. I want to share you with others and watch you with others. I want you to watch and share me too....I want all of it together, but at the end of the day I want to be in your arms and you in mine and I want to know that i am yours and you are mine!!!
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